Tired, frazzled, head aches, worries...

Just can't take much more really...

There's holding the fort and then there's getting killed by the fort falling on top of you.
There's being around for people and then there's feeling obligated to be because /someone/ has to be.
There's being reliable and dependable, and then there's being a ass that gets taken for granted.
There's being tollerant and then there's allowing yourself to be walked all over.
There's having certain expectations, and then there's being disappointed on a constant basis time after time.

You'd think I'd learn.
It's a good job then I guess that I 'love' so much. Maybe through that I'll find some way to get over this.

Eiri

Apologies...

Not that Cody's been distracted at all... oh no... but he hasn't posted the calendar's wise words for the past couple of day because they were all about bureaucracy - and it wound him up.

One of them today seems strangely apropriate - from a writer's point of view. "If you have enough fantasies, you're ready, in the event that something happens." (Sheila Ballantyne)

Now what could possibly happen around here? Gods I'm tired!

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