At least it's Friday
Mar. 19th, 2004 12:36 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
cedar_groveWoke up this morning feeling... well just feeling dead... numb and lost. Been trying to buck myself up all day, find those feet of mine and start standing again, walking step by step.
Deternination over everything is still unwavering. The weather today matches things perfectly. Its bitterly cold, and the wind is the kind that buffets you left and right. I'll be out in it this afternoon with the kids - walking the local area to see what amenities are here. Step by step.
Maybe the wind will blow the cobwebs away.
Do we depend too fiercely on the people that matter to us? Yes probably we do... Is it going to change? No... it's who we are and part of what makes us such loving people... able to give so much because we trust the love that we get from people in return.
So lunch time on Friday sees me, half way through planning next week's numeracy - where we're being observed on Thursday. Not even started Literacy planning... waiting on 3.30pm, when we can go and tie up the photocopier, until Suzie brings us back from work.
Only 2 and a half more hours.
-c-
Deternination over everything is still unwavering. The weather today matches things perfectly. Its bitterly cold, and the wind is the kind that buffets you left and right. I'll be out in it this afternoon with the kids - walking the local area to see what amenities are here. Step by step.
Maybe the wind will blow the cobwebs away.
Do we depend too fiercely on the people that matter to us? Yes probably we do... Is it going to change? No... it's who we are and part of what makes us such loving people... able to give so much because we trust the love that we get from people in return.
So lunch time on Friday sees me, half way through planning next week's numeracy - where we're being observed on Thursday. Not even started Literacy planning... waiting on 3.30pm, when we can go and tie up the photocopier, until Suzie brings us back from work.
Only 2 and a half more hours.
-c-
