Hate feeling this way...

[cedar_grove]

You know that moment when you hear something and you know you should go "Yay... that's brilliant!" but instead you feel "Great... so what the hell am /I/ supposed to do?" That's me right now and I hate feeling this way, because I feel guilty for it, but I hate feeling this way and there being absolutely nothing I can do about it except make sure that I'm around for the next time... not that I'd ever be anywhere else...?

Taken for granted, maybe a bit. Alone - well duh! Lonely... right now, yes. Extremely.

-cody-